School

Oh boy so i started at my new school and i really like it!Its soo good,on Wednesday i saw my friend who i hadnt seen since the last day of sophomore year n omg. As soon as he saw me in class n ran n hugged me n man it was just a rush i really enjoyed it i couldnt believe i was seeing him again. Lunch is the best my friends are so fucking funny n loud xD So far im really digging this school,only a week so far n we have 2 off ^_____^ I got these sick ass long nails n everyone really likes them, their so pretty *_____________* In other news its officially Spring break,2 weeks!!!Yeeeeeah i watched the two first leaked episodes of Korra omfg its amazing <3

Cheers to the end

  So i missed the past two days of school since its my last week before im transferred i really wish i went to school though ;/ Tomorrow will be a sad day, im really gonna miss all my friends terribly but this time im defiantly gonna keep in contact with them :( Well i got my package of shirts n accessories, i got really cute long fake nails with a fishnet look at the tips,red bows,one necklace with cheetah print small glasses&an anchor necklace plus 3 shirts.One a cowl white 3/4 sleeves, striped cream n white 3/4 sleeves n a navy blue tank top collar with a few buttons n a sick ass teal n black design on the back ^_______^ Hah,bleh i really hope i enjoy my new high school on Monday -____-
   In other news I've realized im changing slowly like my makeup,music taste n clothes n what not guess im still growing up n finding who i am -shrug- i dunno. Ya know i should really be finishing English homework i shud of done like yesterday ugh im dumb, hopefully im teacher accepts it tomorrow during break because i need him to put it in the grades so i pass. See i need to get all my teachers to sign some paper with my grade percent n signature n i want to at least pass 4 of my classes-____- im so dumb.If i wasnt getting transferred i knew i would of brought the grades up >:I Fuck i need to shower so i can attempt to wave my hair,it hasn't been staying the last few times i did it...

Shopping

     Is my favorite thinggg, god damn i spent so much at Forver21 -____- But its worth it i havent really shopped in awhile i got soooo many cute things :D I got more fake nails and some necklaces,nail polish n cute tops plus a really cute red lipstick i ran out,fuck it i’ll wait one more week for my piercing to heal n im back to lipstick…. I still need to stopp by CVS to get like nail glue and some fake eyelash @____@ Shopping is just the best, okie okie i think i’ll actually post some stuff today,but of what>:I hm…

Fuck

I've realized where i went horribly rye with my drawing skills....I was always so intent on doing it myself with no help what so ever so i could be a 'self taught' artist.Well fuck me sideways i realized that yes after a while i did good with no help BUT there's so many things i feel i should of already been good at doing at the age of 16.For example if i free hand pictures i feel that the anatomy looks so weird and off whenever i see other drawings im like man their anatomy is good they add in the bumps,curves and ridges where i don't even know to put. I feel like there was a big part in my drawings that I've been missing because i never looked for references. See im drawing mine n my friends characters currently because their bodies are all different so im using a reference to all the bodies and jus looking at them their so much different from any other pictures in my books because their off the top of my head n memory when it comes to bodies. Fuck i feel so like let down with myself that i'm not at the full potential i should be at for age 16...i dunno maybe im just to hard on myself

New Start

Well i decided to finally make one of these little fucks,i would write on my Tumblr but i dunno i feel its more for creeping with others about pictures ;) Anyways today was great my supppppper 'Kawaii'xD friend Cindy came over and we watched a movie,tumblred,watch/listen to videos and she did my makeup like Ruki from The Gazette! Im not use to such dark,mainly black eye shadows but i like it :3 So tomorrow my two friends Angel n Tori are coming up to visit im really excited i haven't seen them since The New Years party n that shit got crazy haha. Anyways im real stoked we always have such a fun time,i just gotta figure out how to do my hair,makeup n clothes...Alrighty this is all for today im going back to Tumblr then redye my hair because the pink is very orange Dx